working towards making it work

I am working towards making life work. It's so odd to see my writing a year ago, so excited about life and the future. Now I feel incredibly unhappy. And it starts with my physical health. I have been battling with my weight since I graduated college. And I think I just need to be honest - I have gone from 125lbs to 140lbs and I feel awful about myself.  Completely disgusted. Knowing that only a few years ago, I was healthy and felt amazing about myself. I am a fixer. I need to fix this. And I think fixing it will help me sort out the rest of my feelings about my life.

So here I am. Starting to blog about my health. Not about dropping pounds or being skinnier. I want to be healthy. So here goes.